Sure there’s things to update you on, like job progression (or staleness?), or essays (rewritten and edited), or exams (totally unprepared for), but I don’t really want to get into all that.
Whenever things start getting focused on school outside of me, I end up focused on everything inside my mind.
For example, all of my thoughts on my friends, that I generally keep deep deep down in a pit of regression behind my liver (not to be confused with ORGAN of REGRET).
What? See, it’s just that I’ve recently had an incredible falling out with one of my best friends. And I really don’t know what to think. And I don’t know if she reads this, and if she does, whether she’d be upset that I’m writing about it, or not, and if she doesn’t, well, it doesn’t hurt her if she doesn’t. And anyway, she thinks I’m selfish and self-centered, so of course I would just be following in my own prints by writing about more of my problems here, right?
I just wonder about certain friendships you’ve all had that have broken apart for one reason or another. I know we’re in different universities, and therefore different cities, but does that suffice? Did we become different people? Were we really different people the entire time and then the “keeping up” just pissed us off to real-ness? She says she was tired of the “pleasantries” necessary to keep up with each other when “I didn’t care anyway”…
I think it’s silly saying I didn’t/don’t care.
But that’s just half an opinion of the situation.
But really? I care about freaking stray cats enough to take em home……. I’m just not the sort of person to not care about people that I respect.
But whatever. You guys have any stories or words of advice? I just want to hear words from someone’s mouth other than my own.
Ah well, it was a good Sunday anyway, just thoughts twisting in my head.